This year started out rough for me. It looks as though the roller coaster ride of my life hasn’t reach it’s end, just yet. I lose one of my closest cousin and in the same week of such burden, I found out about a truth which was kept hidden away from me by the very person that I trusted most. It took a big hit on me. I was recovering from a broken heart and this brought me back to where it all started. All the pains that I felt back then came rushing back in. Destroying the reasons that I used to have to keep on smiling.
Yes, I find it so hard to smile right now. Life hasn’t been fair to me. I wanted to be strong, I’m striving to be one. Nobody wants to be on my shoes right now.
