my girlfriend complains that i am being too sensitive. maybe she’s right and maybe she’s wrong. i dont deny nor agree to what she says. there are certain things that she sees in me that i dont see.
let me try to give you an idea of how i feel.
the truth is, i feel unimportant. why? she once told me that i am the least of her priorities in her busy life. am i being martyr for holding on? maybe. but i’m also just being honest with myself. i love her so much and that is the truth and thats why i stayed. its not being martyr or anything, i am just hoping that behind everything that she is right now, the woman i fell in love with is still there.
i’m holding on to the slimmest hope for love and of love.
now about being sensitive… i can’t teach my heart how to feel…all i could do is to make things less complicated and easy to understand to lighten the burden that i carry everyday…
…i guess everyone is sensitive….
when pain is done to you, by the very person you trusted your heart the most.
sizzlingsqquid said,
February 11, 2009 at 1:59 am
hopeless romantic pala kayo bords, porma ta’g grupo ani. hehe
for me, we still haven’t reached that point where our personal goals eclipse our commitment to each other. so i’m a stranger to those range of feelings. oh well. one of the most elusive thing in life is balance anyway. i might as well learn it now.
more power to “tarong” guys!